Sometimes I feel people romanticize mental illness. I don't talk about it much but my doctor was giving me (or at least trying to) the diagnosis of whatever the fuck it is I have… from what I could tell. That just scared the shit out of me. I know I get paranoid and get really sad for no reason and sometimes I think people are deliberately trying to hurt me but it's no big deal. I guess it makes me angry that sometimes people want depression or schizophrenia and think they fucking know what it's like to be there because they know somebody or saw somebody or watched it on television. Fuck. It makes me want to break things.