I can't write for shit anymore.
Then again, maybe I never could.

I'm sick, and for once I actually wanted the day off school. I don't want to see anyone, not feeling the way I feel now. This hopelessness is getting really fucking old. Maybe I need a new school, new boyfriend, new everything. Maybe that would fix it. I'm tired of feeling so low within myself, maybe I should just be myself for once?
Problem is, I don't really know who I am.