Day 26: What you think about your friends
I think my friends are absolutely amazing, and I wouldn't be who I am today without them.
Although they probably don't think the same about me.

Day 25: What I would find in your bag.
Well last night there was:

• Makeup bag
• Toothbrush
• Toothpaste
• iPod touch
• Wallet
• HvH shirt
• Jessie's Confession shirt
• Jaydeyn's bag
• Benn's camera/phone
• The book I'm reading at the moment

I think that's it.

Day 24: A letter to your parents.
Dear Mum/Scotty/Dad.
I love you a lot.
Sorry for being such an ungrateful brat all the time.
Dad, I miss you.

Day 23: Something you crave for a lot.
I crave...love. I want to be loved. I want someone to hold me, to whisper in my ear that they love me, to do all the stupid shit couples do.

Day 22: What makes you different from everyone else.
Nothing. I'm exactly the same as everyone else in this world.

Day 21: A picture of something that makes you happy.

Josh Thomas. I swear, if this boy wasn't gay, he would be mine ♥

Everything about him makes me smile.

His looks, his smile, his cute little accent.

I could go on all day.

Day 20: Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future.
In the very near future, I could definitely see myself being with this one particular boy :)
But his name shall remain a secret.

Day 19: Nicknames you have; why do you have them.
Emmie-It sounds cute.
The Joker/Clown-Because I have assholes for friends.
Noodle/Emmanemmanoodle/Noodlehead-I really don't know how this one started.

Day 18: Plans/dreams/goals you have.
All I want out of life is to be happy. That's it.

Day 17: Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why.
Absolutely everyone in the whole entire world. Because I want to experience everything that I possibly can.

Day 16: A picture of yourself.
I'm so ugly.

Day 15: Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play.
1) Timberwolves at New Jersey-Taking Back Sunday
2) Thunder-Boys Like Girls
3) The Sound Of Settling-Death Cab For Cutie
4) My Heart-Paramore
5) Sold My Soul-The Used
6) Wake Up-Eskimo Joe
7) Fuzzy Blue Lights-Owl City
8) We're So Starving-Panic! At The Disco
9) Freak-Silverchair
10) Broken Bones-Birds Of Tokyo

Day 14: A picture of you and your family.

At the Oasis, we had the shittiest room. But it had a great pool, so who cares.

Day 13: A letter to someone who has hurt you recently.

Dear Shay,
It really hurts when you say those things. I know I laugh and play along with it, but if you knew how much it affected me, you wouldn't say it anymore.
Or would you?
I'm not too sure.

But what if those people in my head are sometimes you, mirrored?

What if I can't survive without your voice, even if all that escapes from your mouth are taunts & jeers?

If you hadn't forgotten that art was pain, I wouldn't have had to convince you that I needed this & I needed you.

You can hide yourself in your cubicle, behind your desk. Just know that for every hour you spend there, I spend three walled inside of my head.

Day 12: How you found out about blogspot and why you made one.
One of my internet friends sent me a link to her blogspot, read it, fell in love with it.
I made one because I'm so sick of tumblr.

Day 11: Another picture of you and your friends
The pictures that have all my friends in them are too large to upload, so it's just me and one other person, haha.

PYARI!
I love my Yari <33

Day 10: Songs you listen to when you are happy, sad, bored, hyped, mad.
Happy: NeverShoutNever!, Lenka, Angus & Julia Stone.
Sad: I don't listen to music when I'm sad. Makes everything seem so much worse.
Bored: Cute indie pop.
Hyped: I will listen to anything when I'm hyper.
Mad: Angry boy rock.

Day 9: Something you're proud of in the last few days.

I'm proud that I sat through Eclipse and only yelled out "faggot!" twice.

Day 8: Short term goals for this month and why.
1) Have a great birthday. Because I deserve it.
2) Hook up with someone else. Because I'm sick of having to say his name whenever someone asks who the last person I kissed/hooked up with is.
3) Get super drunk. Because I haven't yet.

Day 7: A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

These are the kind of pictures that kept me going with my eating disorder. I wish they didn't. It ruined my life.

Day 6: Favourite superhero and why.
Are Transformers superheroes? If so, that's my choice. Why? Because they're frickin awesome.
If not, I choose Batman! Because I always thought he was the bad guy : Only recently learned that he was actually a superhero, haha.

Day 5: A picture of somewhere you've been to.

The big rocks at Chillagoe! They're awe-inspiring.

Day 4: A habit you wish you didn't have.

Well that's easy! I wish I didn't pick/bite my nails.
I wish I didn't pick my scabs, it's gross and makes me look gross.
And I wish I didn't hurt myself when things go wrong.

Day 3: A picture of you and your friends.

This picture's from the other day, I got to hang out with one of my friends who I haven't seen for ages <3

I love her so much.

Day 2: The meaning behind your blog name.

Well, painfully average. I think that pretty much explains itself. I'm so average, it's painful, etc.
And notes from the teenage underground. I just like the sound of it.

I'm so boring!

Day 1: 15 interesting facts about yourself.

1. I would do anything to be beautiful.
2. If I'm awake, I'm moving in some way or form.
3. I get crushes on random people.
4. I don't think I've ever been in love. And I'm okay with that.
5. I hate myself.
6. I think I'm addicted to the internet.
7. I don't like talking on the phone.
8. If I'm around people I don't want to listen to music.
9. I walk around in my underwear when nobody's home.
10. I pull out my eyelashes a lot.
11. I always think about what could have been.
12. I wish I could write well.
13. I don't really know how I feel about things.
14. I miss my dad/stepsister/stepmum/stepbrother/half sister
15. I thought it was my fault my stepmum died.

I don't think I'll live till 30.